You'd have to sacrifice

Hi guys, i'm once again going to mia for about a week, partly because of exams and on the other hand, i'm feeling rather down recently. 'Cause somethings happened the day before that made me feel that i was deceiving myself all this time. I'm finding my true self, and it might take some time. Please allow me, thank you.
Goodbye, i'll be back in about a week time.

Through the roads, there will be ups and downs. I'm not at my peak, but deep deep down. I'm not smiling, neither am i crying. I dont know what is happening but i do know that i'm deceiving;