Keep away the blues

HEHAHO!
Seriously lag of sleep, and had the last chinese composition writting lesson today, followed by basketball. Anyway,
Today's very awesome. You know what? I've cancelled my plans to have a day out with my family! Yes, Erm. First went to the temple to pay a visit, after that, me and dad went to IT mall and i got myself a head phone and New Iphone jacket.

After IT mall, went with mum to cityhall to shop like crazy. Hahha, i went to Topshop and spent 186bucks. Hahah, i'm crazy. Then went back home and fetch grandma and we went to have a great dinner. Haha, yes head home after that.

I'm glad today, and i do agree with: "Shopping makes a girl happy".

Pride comes before a fall,

Hi guys, recently, i'm was told to be aggresive and violent. I guess it was due to my mood swings lately. Rather out of mood and tired for no particular reason. And if i'm violent to like any of you guys, i'm really sorry, very very sorry. I didnt quite know it until _____ told me. Yes, i'm very sorry.

I'll head on to todays update.
I'm dissapointed and angry with myself. Not only i couldnt control my emotions, i was dissapointed with my marks. I've been studying like crazy and even make it a point to close my blog so i could concentrate on my exams. By that, i was hoping to get a better grade. Instead, i was owned flat by people who never really study and i was super shocked. I couldnt get over with it. As in, I've put in alot of effort and i've just met their standards. Doesnt that mean i have to put more effort just to be better than them in their grades? Mrs yap, told us all that our IQ was about the same. At first, i thought it was quite true, but just then today, i realised not. I have a lower IQ, i guess i've been having to high expectations of myself or i thought to highly of myself. Its such a disgrace. I'm really moodless.

Anyway, I'm glad that Vivian, Melissa and I had been chosen among the 100 over plus people to go through the trial test with our gun weapons. I hope we'll make it together to the next round. I guess theres nothing else i can say. I hope i'll change, i just need time.


Strong in the outside, weak and soft in the inside. I guess no one knows me. My life's in a mess at eleven, i feel very hopeless deep down, i couldnt get over the thing that happen before.

Sucess come after a fall

>Hi guys! I'm back blogging, so sorry that i've been negleting my blog.
I have great news to tell you guys, J. Jazz Won First for our CSTD dance competition!
I've got to hurry, cause i've science exams tomorrow. Anw, i flunked my exams, Crap. I guess i'll blog about the cstd dance competition day and about today thats its okay!

Saturday, 22/8 (Cstd dance competition)
School > Home > Tampines > NYG > Bugis > Home sweet home
Okay, so i went home after school to change and head off to tampines to collect our dance cosmetics and met cher and faith there before heading off the NYG. So right after we reach, we met marissa and co, did our hair, change and crack loads of funny jokes. We did rehersals and finally claire came at 3. Hahahah, then we 'vain' womans, went to do our touch up and then auntie maggy helped us buy mac. And after Mac-ing we rehersed and head to the stage. We were awesome and blow the whole stage. lol, teehee. Anw, after finishing we went to toilet to change and touch up our make up. After that, went on with cher and faith to celebrate at bugis. Met Mr Poh there hahahaha. And, we celebrated in Legrand the next days! Pictures up.

Wednesday 26/8
School school school, yeah it was per normal and we had chinese finally! My math marks was an unpleasant suprise ): And After school i generally fall down 3 times and cried. lol, well. Thanks vivian, howard, teckheng for those jokes. Teehee, made my day, and i head home together with vivian.

TERRORR.
English - 75/100
Math - 71/100

PICTURES!

Going to NGS, without make up.

Tadah, and what a great difference!

In the midst of doing our make up....



Me and clair doing splits.


Having our delicious mac delivery by auntie maggy...


Haha, while marissa is busy eating this was what we did..

Shot one!

Shot two!

Shot three!

Shot four!

Shot five!

Meanwhile, jas's solo!

Shot one!

Shot two!

Shot three!

ending with marissa...


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After the competition while going off...


During bugis eating...


On Suday, which is the following day after the competition!
IT CALLS FOR A CELEBRATION!

Remarks made by the judges



Ending off with mr marcus, our best jazz teacher and choreographer for this dance! :D

I'm not well

I'm having really bad stomach aches. Bad like crazy, one of the worst in my whole 11 years of living. And thats not the only bad thing, something worst is that i have my CSTD Dance competition tomorrow! How am i going to dance?! Argh, i hope i'll be fine. Anw, today's Dance Training @ 10 is cancelled. And i've finally decided not to go out so often and stay back in school so often as i've got so much homeworks and revisions not done! I know if Howard sees the text i've just written, he will laugh out loud. "go lah, go and laugh until your butt drop off! :@" Haha,

Tomorrow will be another super duper busy day! I've got Dance competition, rush home to change and have dinner with family out, then to safra with Joshua to play pool. I will be so dead beat tomorrow. Anyway, wish me luck alright!

Back to the basics.

Well, yea i'm back. Back with loads of craps. Anyway, i'll try to reframe myself from blogging till exams are over on thurs. And, by the way. I'm going to beat my all time record of studying 5hours straight. Haha, exams sucks. Today, Should be the PSLE oral for the p6's. Haha, hope they'll do well. Anyway, my current mood is...
STRESSED.

And, erm, i've lost my links, do tag at the 'affliates' for linkings.

My mind ain't going any further.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SG!
Though its a day later hehe.
7/8
>Flag barrier in the morning.
>Mr boon's DSLR broke down(the one i suppose to use.)
>Use my cam to take photographs around w/ Jiawei.
>Got Mr jeffs DSLR and took the performance in the hall.
>Joke around @ Lab, after that.
>Went home change.
>Lunch out w/ Benessa sist & Yuanhui
>Slacked @ Playground and her house.

8/8
I'm waiting for this day to come for so long!
Cause Cocoa my baby poodle arrived! WOO.
>Picked cocoa up from pet hotel.
>Played with her like crazy.
>Xiangting sist came over.

After xt came over, we made our way to PK's house. Yup, then we went to this 'Atas' Restaurant @ Tanglin Club. And met YuenWan there. Had Spaghetti there, and its delicious. Theres like erms many more dishes there. Hah, that place is totally awesome! And, its just opposite Far East Plaza! Hhaa, after that head over to PK's House. Its very nice okay, the lift is like just infront of your downstep. And had ice cream, camwhore crazy, chat, ate cheese cake. And went home at 3am.

9/8

Sg's birthday. Anw, i rot at home today, didnt went out as i was super duper tired. Woke up at 11, study study study for up coming exams, then head down to have dessert with Benessa sist. Yup, sorry to have pangseh you all of a sudden, head home. Had a rather bad quarrel with mother, and finally the murky waters, became calm sea. Haha, anyway went over to grandmother's house to have dinner and celebrated National Day with her. Following after the NDP, was SINGAPORE IDIOL! woo, funny alright! And, after that went home and had a good night sleep.

10/8
Study like crazy, Tuition like crazy, and went to G'mother's house for lunch. Cousin's were there and we laughed, played cards, laughed with them. Yup, it was a long time since i've saw them. And for a moment or so, i went crazy and laughed. I dont know why. Cousins went down to play basketball with friends, but i didnt go. Haha, and decided to stay home and sleep. Yupyupyup and btw, i'm still at my grandma's house!

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PICTURES!

On/In the 'atas' Restaurant.

Family Gathering