I will not daunt

These few days has been a torture, seriously. I'm not trying to be emo or blaming anyone. I've just ended the quarrell with my dad. Seriously, i will not daunt. I just get sick and tired of this. Crying for the past few days didnt really help. I'm so lost and confuse. Oh please, goodness sake. Whats happening?
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30.6.09
I didnt go to school. As i was sick and it was not h1n1. Yup, somethings happen in the morning, and luckily vivian cheered me up manz! haha i had a conv with her on the phone. This was it:
Vivian: Eh! My computer lag! All thanks to you la.
Gueyching: Nehny nehny poo poo. Eh sounds like neh neh neh neh poot poot.
I know its rather sick but its funny (:
31.6.09
School was uber fun i dont wish to elaborate but home was a disaster.
This was a conv of me, charis and syamisah:

Charis: See i white she black(Syamisah) good hor?
Syamisah: Eh!
Gueyching: Charis's a racist!
Charis: I never say not good leh, actually good can camoflouge hahahhaa.
WE WENT LAUGHING OUR BUTTS OFF. AND TEACHER SAID: HOO. hahahaha. :)