Hey , I'm rather emotional today.
And today , i've realised how much a mother's hardwork is put in , in our studies and life .
So , this was what happen ..
I had tuition and i didnt do my homework , so my teacher gave those kind of 'fed-up' look.
And my feeling deep inside was like , 'Oh whatever , i dont give a damn. '
So once my mother came home from work, my tuition teacher told her what happened.
And she was really upset and dissapointed as i didnt do well for my examinations and yet i never do my homework and kept on playing and using the computer .
So , after my tuition , she talked to me . She said that i'm not a child that is easy to teach , (some background stuffs i didnt add as its private) and she said she had put in alot of effort . Eg ; Going through comprehentions with me , Buying exam papers , wake up early in the morning during my exam days to boil herbs for me to drink. And, yet i didnt realise how much she loved me. And what made me remember the most was when she said : " I only want to you study hard and have a good future , If i have to go to the extend of dying , just to get you to do it . I will do it . " I'm tearing now while i'm blogging , and i will try to put it more effort and do better in my studies. haha , and i cannot deny that : I love my mother !♥